Its about 4 months ago when I decided to stop writing. It was a big decision for me. Because at the same time I read an announcement that my work became one of 100 best story. I tried to focusing my self to my new world. I forgot that writing is the one who makes my full name appear on Google.
I decided to stop my writing activities after reading a stupid book. Actually it is not stupid. But its kind of my biography. I don't know why, maybe my life has too much drama in it. I told my self that I'm not good at writing. I never finished my works, I used non appropriate words, and else. But this world are in me. Eventhough I stop writing on the internet I spent a lot of paper to write and put them in the rubbish bin at the end. But I always feel relieve after doing it. I realize this is my world. This world is the place where I belong. Beside those stupid picture. I suppose to be here. So this is my thought for coming back home.
I've write a lot of things. And many of them aren't good enough. But maybe it is not about good or bad, but it is about pleasure to doing it. It is about practicing to be open minded and trying to speak up my idea.
So, I hope it is not too late to start over the whole thing. But I want to try to speak up my mind. Tell people my thoughts, share my experience, gather happiness, and throw away sadness.
Hope my decision is a right decision. Hope so :)
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